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hello I'm redm nice to meet you

https://redm.bandcamp.com/album/sp00ky-10-schizophrenic-filth-from-dimension-x3

"I've been losing a lot of sleep recently. I can't seem to focus on anything or accomplish much. I've been persistently exhausted by nothing more than troublesome thoughts as they run laps throughout my subconscious. It's making me very tired. The point has been reached where I'm no longer able to distinguish which parts of my reality are grounded in truth or simply the products of heightened paranoia. Time has been passing as an afterthought, of which I have been actively trying to avoid. The concept of 'then' has taken a backseat to the all encompassing and undeniable grip of 'now' which itself lays cowering pitifully in the horrific, overpowering shadow of 'soon'. I can't help but feel as if something in my life is changing. Not even in a way that could aptly be described in terms that would make
sense. This feeling has transcended what could be easily diagnosed as an aversion to imminent death and leapt forth into realms rivaling that of recognition to the crumbling structural integrity of physical law. I want to tell someone... but I'm not sure what I would say and almost certain they wouldn't understand or even care. I'm stuck helpless to watch this unfold in idle terror. God help me..."

-Anonymous

cherish horror and rule monsters

cover artwork by Tiff Tuff
check out her artwork at http://tifftuff.tumblr.com

bandcamp

mega

kbye

hey guys

heres a mashup thing i did

RED.M - mcezerdimension

the mp3s like 35 minutes long so... y know

kbye

I have no idea what has been going on the past few days since I haven't been online as much, but it hasn't been pretty.  somebodies mad at someone or something, I dunno, it all seems pretty dumb to me.

I do know one thing however and that is the fact that these autoplays are getting out of hand.

It really is becoming an incredible inconvenience.  As I'm sure some of you know, I compose music for a living, and its very detrimental to my ear drums to be trying to browse my fav message board and suddenly get my ears blasted with some loud moe bullshit.  I can't have that now.  This has transcended from a mild annoyance to an outright personal attack on me and my ears.  In fact I bet all of you are in on it together because you are all just jealous weaboos.  It looks like I didn't spell weaboos correctly.  Please give me just a moment to google that term for spell correction purposes.  No, it looks like I was right the first time.  Obviously the govt is monitoring my activity and trying to confuse me by underlining my correctly spelled words to keep me dumb and easily controlled.  I heard about this type of thing on Alex Jones.  Little does the govt kno that I have actually been controlling them this whole time and that I am in fact a cyborg being controlled by another somewhat smaller chibi version of myself from another galaxy.

All of it reminds me of a very long and drawn out Aesops fable called the The Thief and the House-Dog of which I will take it upon myself to recite now;

Having vanquished his foe, Liquid stared into the sky as civilians passed him nonchalantly and wondered to himself...

"Who am I really?..."

A deep voice cut through the thick fog as Solid extended an arm of condolence to Liquids shoulder.

"No one quite knows who or what they are.  The memories you have and the role you were assigned are burdens you have to carry.  There's no such thing in the world as absolute reality. Most of what they call real is actually fiction.  What you think you see is only as real as your brain tells you it is."

Liquid, wrought with self-doubt, interjected.

"Then... what am I supposed to believe in?  What am I going to leave behind when I'm through?"

"We can tell other people about... having faith"  Solid replied as he motioned towards the steeple of a nearby church.  "What we had faith in... what we found important enough to fight for...  It's not whether you were right or wrong, but how much faith you were willing to have.  That's what decides the future.  The Patriots are a kind of ongoing fiction too, come to think of it...."

Liquid murmured in with suddenly realization.

"Listen,..." Solid continued. "Don't obsess over words so much.  Find the meaning behind the words, then decide.  You can find your own name, and your own future."

"Decide for myself?..." questioned Liquid as if the concept were of an alien nature.

"And whatever you choose will be you." Solid confirmed.

Liquid hesitated.

"I don't know if I can."

Solid continued.

"I know you didn't have much in terms of choices this time.  But, everything you felt, thought about during this mission is yours and what you decide to do with them is your choice."

IGN transcripts 2001 © Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty

The Elephant's Garden

This is Felix Colgrave's new short film.  I did the music for it.  You should watch it, it's pretty cool.

sp00ky 7

featuring cover artwork drawn by the inPHANTOMous eh i guess that didnt really work uh the SPOOKtacular no wait the PARTIALLY DISQUIETING its Felix Colgrave and he did a hell of a job i think

You have many as many choices for a download as you might like:

BANDCAMP <---LOSSLESS FILES

SOUNDCLOUD <---ANOTHER THING LIKE BANDCAMP I DON'T KNOW I DON'T USE IT VERY OFTEN HONESTLY

and then of course the direct download links to raw archive files which include a pretty high res version of Mr. Colgrave's art that you could use as a wallpaper or something  if youre into that maybe I guess

MEGA:

.ZIP

.RAR

TBA:

.ZIP

.RAR

NG:

.ZIP

.RAR

just keep using your cursors or fingers or whatever you have to click on those links and I'm sure one of my songs will start playing eventually

oh and happy halloween OK THATS IT G'BYE

Prologue;

while wandering west contemplating your fate, but appears an oasis...

pray to the elder gods that my memory of you is not wiped from this reality

the planes goin down, someone toss me that
http://alexonsager.net/pokemon/?one=47&two=25

New Gorillaz feat. James Murphy and Andre 3000
http://www.thebackalleys.com/dump/files/246/0067mX_Gorillaz%20-%20DoYaThing%20%28Extended%20Full%2012%20Minute%20Version%29.mp3

So, if anyone wants to throw some money at me, I put the soundtrack for Champions of the Game-o-verse on my bandcamp. Listen to it for free, and purchase it for a dollar. The individual tracks are a quarter each... YESSIR
http://redm.bandcamp.com/album/gameoverse-soundtrack

tramples on the human rights of every citizen of the United States
http://jonathanturley.org/2011/12/15/obama-breaks-promise-to-veto-bill-allowing-indefinite-detention-of-americans/