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Last post by rtil - December 3, 2024 04:48 AM

Quote from: Jon on November 10, 2024 02:31 AM
Quote from: rtil on June 22, 2024 04:38 AMi spent 8 months on metropolis circuit. as i began to craft a larger narrative and an "episode one" as it were i realized it was far beyond the scope of anything i was reasonably capable of doing by myself. basically, i wasn't willing to dedicate what would certainly be years of my spare time to something that i didn't even fully have fleshed out. it was a smattering of random ideas and inspirations that i was making up as i was going along.

as time went on and i graduated from college, i entered the workforce, and the rest was history. by the time i was back doing my own thing, i had simply moved on

i feel like i had my metropolis circuit/lighthouse girl type project in my mid 20s and after finishing that stuff i feel sorta tapped. it feels like making cool long independant things is something im tapped out on. i feel a considerable urge to keep pushing my abilities but somehow that route just seems kinda done and it sorta feels like i said all the 'angry young man stuff' and now i dont know what else is left to be funny and personal about. not sure if this is normal for artists getting up there and if there is some sort of plateau to creativity. if so fuck that but at the same time maybe accepting it is how you truly get beyond it and back to improving and inventing cool stuff to be proud of.

maybe zines or something idk but defenitely some sort of challenge of ability and incentive to draw cool shit you could not have before the project necessitating and also it being cool to show friends or on-line people.

that's definitely a part of it - i was more uninhibited and still exploring my style and willing to try new things back then. but there's also the logistical and logical side of me that stops me from doing larger things. before i even get a second thought about attempting a large project i think about things like: how long will this take, where can i fit it in my schedule, will it help me pay bills, am i doing this for myself or not, etc.

someday i hope that i'll be in a place of privilege where maybe i don't have to think about those kinds of things and can do whatever i want. i am at least lucky that most things that i get to work on are things that i like, and that my main source of income is something i'm good at and enjoy doing. so i'm halfway there.

idk if i'd say i'm tapped out creatively but i definitely stop myself from even finding out.

General / Re: Charlie brown films that n...

Last post by Dr. DiegO - December 3, 2024 04:40 AM

Quote from: nuac_ on December 2, 2024 06:36 PMHow much weed can I smoke, charlie brown(2024)
The gang discusses legalization; linus grows a habit to the ire of his sister lucy and must pick an ultimatum; his blanket, his weed, or moving out. Music by the Vince Guaraldi duo

Meanwhile Snoopy and Woodstock are getting a taste of that high-grade Kush

General / Re: Charlie brown films that n...

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General / Charlie brown films that never...

Last post by nuac_ - December 2, 2024 06:36 PM

How much weed can I smoke, charlie brown(2024)
The gang discusses legalization; linus grows a habit to the ire of his sister lucy and must pick an ultimatum; his blanket, his weed, or moving out. Music by the Vince Guaraldi duo