sinister comes out

anigen · January 4, 2008 02:08 AM

The people that read my last post knew this one was coming sooner or later =]

I am getting ready to leave for the military (Air Force). In fact, just a few days ago I signed a contract and swore in. I can ship out as soon as two weeks, or as long as 4 months (possibly longer).

My concern is that I am gay, and gays are shunned from being in the military. The reason I decided to join is because it sounds like a great way to start life (money, college, friends, job, etc). I feel like just because I'm gay doesn't mean I should be turned down to have the benefits of the military that every "normal" (straight) person has. Although I know once I'm there, any hope of having any part of a "gay lifestyle" is near impossible.

I do desire to have a relationship...but obviously that won't happen when I'm in the military for four years, or at least there is a very slim chance. Do I just suck it up and live the next four years of my life without any sort of emotional/physical contact with another male? I am freshly out of the closet (kinda, more like halfway out)...so I have never had any sort of relationship with another male above friendship. I can't imagine going the next four years trapped and restricted as I have been my entire life...I am just ready to burst free as an openly gay person, but now the military is coming along and forcing me back in the closet.

I guess those are the consequences I have to live with when joining the military. I don't know what advice I'm looking for as it's pretty much black and white. If I join, I live with the consequences. If I can't handle the consequences, then I shouldn't join. Seems simple enough, hah. Plus, I doubt anyone here has experience with the military as it's a teen forum...but someone could possibly know more about it then me or have a relative/friend that has been through the same situation.

What is everyones thoughts on this situation?

ZekeySpaceyLizard · January 4, 2008 02:34 AM

hey guys got a issue i dont mind my friend being gay all good n all same person you know i dont have a problem at all. but he slept over im 15 btw and he sorta was sleeping on me he was awake and all and he sorta was snuggling on me i was like "dude what u doing" and he was like nothing nothing then the movie had like some love scenes "sex scenes" then he started like rubbing my leg then i dunno im sorta curious you know? im not that far into puberty n all i can "cum" a little have some armpit hair and a patch of pubic hair and well i dunno after the the hole rubbing thing he kissed me then i dunno i just didnt stop then i sorta liked it. Then he jacked me off. then i went to bed so i dunno are we in a relationship or? i dunno so confused my friend is my mate and all and i cant say i didnt enjoy this what to do

Philip K Dick · January 4, 2008 03:00 AM

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jebxz · January 4, 2008 03:21 AM

woah thats really rad!

trent bortknob · January 4, 2008 03:36 AM

Quote from: Zekeyhey guys got a issue i dont mind my friend being gay all good n all same person you know i dont have a problem at all. but he slept over im 15 btw and he sorta was sleeping on me he was awake and all and he sorta was snuggling on me i was like "dude what u doing" and he was like nothing nothing then the movie had like some love scenes "sex scenes" then he started like rubbing my leg then i dunno im sorta curious you know? im not that far into puberty n all i can "cum" a little have some armpit hair and a patch of pubic hair and well i dunno after the the hole rubbing thing he kissed me then i dunno i just didnt stop then i sorta liked it. Then he jacked me off. then i went to bed so i dunno are we in a relationship or? i dunno so confused my friend is my mate and all and i cant say i didnt enjoy this what to do

hjahahahahahah

rtil · January 4, 2008 03:40 AM

lmfao wow

mishkamash · January 4, 2008 03:40 PM

crap!

Nadroj0711 · January 4, 2008 05:24 PM

Quote from: Zekeyhe kissed me then i dunno i just didnt stop then i sorta liked it. Then he jacked me off.

goodness gracious

lmao

Sinitron · January 4, 2008 07:54 PM

this is ooc

anigen · January 4, 2008 08:40 PM

these are just govteen threads actually i just saw air force in there and had to do t

MRat · January 4, 2008 11:32 PM

one time i was sleeping at my cousins house and he is gay and i knew it then and he had his boyfriend over and i walked in on them and they were kissing and my cousin had his shirt off and i saw his boyfriends penis and it was really big and hard and hair and veiny and i kinda thought it looked cool but im not gay and didnt get a boner or anything but then they saw me and so i went in cuz they waved at me and i said wut are you doing and they just smiled and my cousins boyfriend reached over and grabbed my belt and said dont tell his mom so i didnt but then my girlfriend came in and saw him holding my belt and she yelled and left and so i didnt know what to do and i was really horny because i wanted to fuck my girlfriend and so i started to get a boner cuz i thought about her im not gay and my cousin saw my boner and said i should take it out and he would get his boyfriend to make me cum but just cuz i was horny not because im gay and i said ok and i took my penis out and he got on his knees and he started sucking my penis and licking around the head and kind of jackin me off at the same time and it was pretty good but im not gay so i told him to stop and i ran out and my mom was in the hall and she saw my penis and she said oh and turned away and i ran to my room but i looked back and my mom was touching her vagina and my girlfriend was in my room and she saw my penis and yelled cuz it was wet and i had a little precum and she said i was gay and came over to grabbed my penis and pulled really hard on it and it hurt alot but i liked it to and she said no when moaned a bit and she squeezed it really hard and it hurt but felt pretty good and she pulled again and then let go and ran away and then i saw my cat and so i fucked it cuz i was horny

Gavin · January 5, 2008 12:07 AM

holy fucking shit